With my life I'm so sick & tired,
everything I do it's backfires,
if this is what life meant to be,
it's better someone bury me down under a tree.

Baby in the crib....

Baby in the crib cries out for retention,
He can never get such love that you gave
What he is going through can’t be expressed
No one near to her to suggest

Unworthy, unclean she refers herself
Sacred is her soul she has to accept
Baby is not a baby what she gets
He has seen the ugliest part.

No one love this baby in this world
Hatred, ignorance he has got from all
Some pretends to be caring
Always there has been some meaning

I even ignored her greatest sin
Imagining she has been lying
Loosing her will be equivalent to loosing my mother
The only circumstances I have been immature

Don’t get me wrong I was always true
Whatever situation I never wanted to loose you
Confirmed those lines how much she loves
My determination strengthen the more I does

What it takes????

She left me all alone
And No one else is there
Waiting by the phone to remind me I am still here

I don’t know how I feel
I wonder whether my wound will ever heal
She fragmented me like a crystal
I never imagined she could be so brutal

She said she loves a man more than me
On whom she has build her hopes and dream
But that man care her fuck
He never thought of her thorn to pluck

Fault is I was too possessive
But I was not wrong as I have loved her in excessive
Sex can be so dangerous hardly have I realized,
This day wouldn’t had came if I have analyzed

Her memories for that man was almost faded
She has loved me like her soul-mate
My deeds shattered her faith into pieces
Now my regret ain’t making any difference
But I’ll keep on trying for her forgivence

She says she aint happy with our relation
I don’t know what the cause was of digression
Each time I told demand the love you want
Certain boundaries I was also abide
Which she would have rather realized
I always tried to be there whenever she find
Why is the thought I wasn’t, in her mind?

I was happy even she use to frown
I dint ever felt shame being a baby and act like a clown
Leave it on time is the only words she replicate
It’s the only option left for my confession and to compensate

I tried hard to make her stay
She wants to go..go away
Dark is my night dark remains the day
It’s good I don’t have to see darkness of grave again!

I am sure one day I will get her back
And it will fill my entire crack!

Confusion

Are you sure that your in love?And if your answer is "yes", are you sure that your partner really love you?
You must doubt in every emotion,
in every feeling,
in every sweet word......

One time a friend told me "when you say that you are in love with someone, you must mean it"
and what a precious advise!!!!!!!
When your heart start to tickle, you must be worry???
You must ask yourself, "I am really in love, or it just attraction?

Love is a commitment, and all the REAL lovers must obey its rules & law,
so if you could be that responsible, go and admit your love...